f1nding-w0nderland:

I might be the only person who feels this way but I wish I could see how my life planned out. I wish I could see who I was supposed to end up with, how much time I had, what my future would look like. I don’t know. I don’t like not knowing. I don’t like the element of surprise. I just think it would be nice to know what to expect and to realize that in the end everything will be okay because right now i’m having a hard time believing that it will be.